hey Alice, your chest look gray!

The weather outside look like the weather inside me, it is raining, the sky look gray, look angry and sad, look down.
It's true, you can just fill your chest when you find another person to love.
My heart just changed the person, but it hurts equal, the pain it's the same.
But at least, now I know that I'm suffering for a good person, with good thoughts and good words.
I just want to be happy, with him or without him.
And now he's so unachievable, literally.
Sometimes I say to myself: Okay, you're okay, you're great!
But I know the truth, and sometimes it came so strongly that I stay almost depressed.

Alice